Give It Time

I've been contemplating on this quote for a while since I got the not so good news regarding the job that I've been waiting for. I'm trying not to be depressed because I know that the situation is already out of my control. Just to give you a brief summary, after months of indefinite leave, we were supposed to be sent off to Australia for training this April. However the clients decided that they will be the one to visit the Philippines for the said training. In short the training will be conducted here in Manila. I just felt disappointed since I already had my mind set having the training there and I know that this overseas training would really benefit my career. I even declined a previous job offer from another company because of the overseas training. I know I can't do anything about it since it's the client's call but I can't help but feel disappointed with the sudden change of plans. After what happened I've been asking myself if I made the wrong decision to stay with this company. There's this part of me that I wanted to continue my resignation and look for a better job again, since I withdraw my application from another company.  

I just want to let this off my chest so I can move on with this overseas training.  Maybe it's not yet time. I just keep telling myself that I don't have to worry, for how do I know that the side I know is better than the other. I just need a constant reminder that there are lot of things to be grateful for like these simple things in life like the food, shelter, money to pay the bills, and most of all  a loving family who supports me all the way. I know for some I shouldn't be making this a big deal, that there a lot of people who have worse situations than mine. That I should be thankful cause I'm still blessed for having a job that will start soon. I want to let go of this disappointment and will surrender myself to HIS greater plans. I just need to give it time and who knows - something better might come along.